24. Identical Twin. I love photograpy, writing, and running, even when they don't love me back. I've probably had more injuries in my running career than you can think of but I never let these trials get me down. I love challenges and proving the non-believers wrong :)

 

What’s uppppppppppp?
I’m back.  Kinda.
One of these days, most likely after Boston Marathon, I’ll have an in depth post about some of the changes I’m trying to incorporate in my life :).

What’s uppppppppppp?

I’m back.  Kinda.

One of these days, most likely after Boston Marathon, I’ll have an in depth post about some of the changes I’m trying to incorporate in my life :).

My decision…

I’m leaving tumblr for a while. It’s not going to be like last time where I just wasn’t around for a week…it’s going to be indefinitely.

You guys are awesome but right now I’m in a really bad place and need to try and reset. I’ve deactivated my Facebook indefinitely as well - so if you really want to stay in touch message me for my email. I like to write letters too.

I’m going to try and get help. I’m seeing a general doctor on Monday and I’m continuing to search for a psychiatrist but my insurance and work schedule is causing me issues.

I will miss you guys…tumblr has helped me incredibly over the past few years. Hopefully I will be back stronger than before in not too long.

I’ll check one last time tomorrow morning for any messages and that’s it.

I keep dreaming about running lol

I want to try tomorrow sooooo badly.  But I’ll just wait it out so I can run somewhere semi-flat on saturday.  I’ve decided not to go to Bucknell as well, so Dave will be gone the entire weekend.  I think it’s just best for me right now that I don’t put myself in that environment.

I am struggling between just wanting to be a hermit all weekend and ignoring everyone or going out with my friend that just moved to D.C.  I know what I SHOULD do, but convincing myself is the hardest part.